Timing

Try this....hanging out in no space, with no place to go.
This evening a calm descended as i was sitting on my bean bag, brought on by watching a you tube video on aloneness by Adyashanti.
Peace, deep peace came as the mind let go into conscious awareness and bliss.

Its so interesting that after a day training in Microsoft
Outlook: multitasking on calls to an architect and my
sister about my wedding in ten days- suddenly- I dropped 'in'.


But the real point I want to make tonight, is that I awoke after falling asleep at 8pm to a restless barrage of
Thoughts and worries and then, after watching tv to distract myself, out came the tears.

Support is found everywhere. And yet, sometimes we miss it.

Aloneness can be blissful. Or victim inducing.

Time can exist and be used, or entered lovingly.

Dewdrops

Flying into Tokyo the plane ad a camera to show us the earth below- so beautifully lush and green!
The hotel widow said "please do not open in case of dewdrops or creepy-crawlies".
Glad to be sitting in the lounge again. My trip into Tokyo proper will have to wait.....



Love,

Erin

Location:Narita airport

Freedom and temoporal policy making

We are blessed and lucky if we understand our deepest gift is to be able to use the precious moments of our day in our own way - with complete freedom. The striving for happiness centers on this - that we may wake, and upon waking either: a)understand and be happy for whatever the day brings as a surrendered gift from the universe (or some other benevolent factor)
b)take creative license to make whatever changes need to be made in order to feel the joy of following our own flowing rhythms.

This understaking can be made manifest in a multitude of different daily habits, by humans all over the planet. From a high flying executive whose pace and lifestyle tone are very different to a mother or father having time with a newborn or a teenager going to school - but all humans and different work environments seek to be free from the feeling of encroachment or wasted moments of their precious lives.

/temporal policy seeks to re-evaluate the way we use our day and the rules and regulations set down by societty that seem to govern our waking and sleeping rhythms and the order of our lives.

We are the changes that we seek. WE are our own source of freedom, and can influence others in the same regard.

Creation and bliss

This morning the sun is shining so I placed my little orchid outside alongside my amethyst slab, and dropped
Some magenta pommander
on the crystal to cleanse and vivify it....
Wow!!!
No sooner had I dine this than I received an email from someone I've never
met asking for her birthdate aura soma reading......

Perfect synchronicity!!

Haha enjoy the beautful day,
Love,

Erin

Gangaji

This beautiful morning,
purple sky and radiant light above the clouds
I watch the hit-air balloon melt itself against the sky
and fire-light;
as if to mirror all I am
since sleep has left me,
burning with the memory of presence
now!
Gangaji and Eli
awake in consciousness

the swimming pool

eyes that laughed and cried and fulfilled the moon's embrace in one glance
I turned away the first time, but remembered
and by then it wasn't log before confusion set in

Next time, it was open to freedom, as I sat still in the squirming that told me 'Yes' this time.....

you dived in, watching me

I looked up, shyly in the center of my being

knowing

this was real

and so i died into the reality of Love in this moment,

knowing it might never last, but here, I felt so Free

that laughing
we ate gulab jamun

and I escaped into the horizon

One more time.

poetry

Take refuge in satsang, Always
Be always in the fire of truth
Allow that to lead you, guide you, make all decisions
And Be prepared to follow that which you never thought existed

All thought seen to be non-existent
You are free
So move in this freedom and love
To your deepest capacity;

A showering
Of truth, peace and beauty